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she who was depressed is nowhere to be found:
looking-without-labeling left only sensation devoid of
owner or sad-sack story
the sensation called “depression” spoke only of
the utter exhaustion of a brain and a body
with the absence of she who was depressed,
(hmmm … make that she who wanted to not be depressed)
it’s crystal clear that the body/brain just wants rest
it just wants story-free peace
it just wants to sink into this womb of gentle healing,
this fountainhead of sweet Grace:
now-and-this-and-here
exactly as-it-is!
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